Maybe my expectations were a little high. I came to tumblr to make some real connections, to put my deepest secret thoughts out there and get likes and messages from people who feel the same. I guess I’m so unique and strange that no one will ever really get me. I thought there would as least be someone here on tumblr who knows what it’s like to have an unusual crush, for example. But I get ignored here, just like when I try to meet new people in real life. I suppose it’s time to accept that my closest connections will always be family or family friends until I manage to get a boyfriend off okcupid. So I’ll just be using my account to “like” interesting posts and send people anon messages. Hey, if any of you know the secret to people’s hearts and minds, please let me know, OK?
he lives halfway around the world. i know him only through youtube and internet forums. he doesn’t know me. he’s 60 years old. he’s over six feet tall and he’s got broad shoulders and that powerful rugged look and the sexiest baritone voice. and he rides horses. and he wears glasses. oh my god. there is no telling what i want him to do to me. i tremble at the thought of those big hard fingers against my skin, or that rough silver-and-black beard between my thighs. i hate internet crushes.